The Alley Boy

All about Relationship

2011-06-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

Relationship? What does it means? Is it a boyfriend girlfriend thingy? or perhaps a lifetime commitment? Based on my point of view, relationship is term where people used in order to avoid any disturbances from others. Meaning, when you are in a relationship, people don't really into making any move to flirt or even asking you out for a date. In relationship means you are belong to someone else and have commitment on it. Does being in a relationship means you a some sort of belongings? Nahhhhh, forget about that. A secondary school girl can answer my statement. You as my intelligent and smart readers know it well.

Facebook is one of social networking medium which helps people to tell the whole world whether you are single, in a relationship or OPEN RELATIONSHIP. What? What is Open Relationship? Is it a kind of relationship which open to everyone? Yeah, I might consider it as that. In my opinion, there is no such a thing called open relationship. If you want to be in one, just be. Open relationship doesn't bring any good rather than harm to yourself. Why do we need to put up statuses that you are in open relationship with some DOUCHEBAG and proudly to tell the whole world. Does it bring any good to yourself? Does it show that you are good than everybody else? Think about this people.

Next, we have TWITTER. I love to tweet. Twitter is a good medium after Facebook which help people to express their mood anytime and anywhere. One thing about Twitter and relationship is people often updates their current activities every minutes. The best is you can read someone tweets starting he/she madly falling in love with someone, in a relationship to the boiling point of a relationship until it burst into flame. You can learn everything about relationship here in twitter. Love tweeting doesn't means you don't care about your privacy, it helps you like a friend will do, listen to you without being judged.

Here come the finale and interesting part of all, Online Relationship. Again i want to ask my awesome readers, What is Online Relationship? Some says Online Relationship is meant for losers who don't have normal social life. Is it true? Nahhhhh. One word, NONSENSE. Online Relationship is something we have to take noticed. It is like a trend for everyone nowadays. Making friends are fantastic. Building networking is awesome. Creating a love story with online relationship is just a fairy tale. I have my own personal experience. At the end of the day you will get nothing. Only pains and fantasies will become your new love instead of going out find the real one. Only the lucky ones will reach to the top mountain of love through online relationship. Are you my readers are the lucky ones? Tell me everything about it if you are one of them. For me, It doesn't really happens in my world. This is all about relationship.

High School Love

2011-05-18T09:57:00.000-07:00

I never expect I will write again about my high school life for people to read. Many people would say that they will meet their first love here in High School. They are 100% right. I met my first love back in high school and it was the best sweet sour moment in my life so far. I might have crushes and love in university but the love i had before will never be the same as now and ever. The love i had in high school was really pure and I wouldn't change any bit of it. A love story which has once be told and now I'm going to live the dream again.

We first met when I'm in form 1. At first there was nothing feeling involve. It all started in the end of form 2. Hahahahaha. It all started with all normal texting. I never in my concious mind I would got that person number and texting for about a month until Raya. We shared many stuff about each other. When i entered form 3, every morning I will wait for that person to come to school and we will like merepek and talk before go in to the class. It was something I will never forget. It was all beautiful. I thought it just a stupid crush but slowly it became love. Something i never felt before. 15 years old boy who never fall in love and suddenly the love came, he got all excited.

It never takes forever for this group of people to know what's going on between us. They make fun of it. Its like i don't deserve to be loved by people. It would say this group people make my life in high school really sucks. The one that i most upset and sad was to see the person that i admirer, kind, good hearted and the one who care about me just pretend things were never happened between us. It's because the group of people who WERE friends to that person don't approved it. How sad your life was? Now look what they have done to you.

We were classmates in science class until form 5. Your friends had done enough damage to me and none of it i would proud to write here. You never stood up for me, you never care what they have done to me. What we used to share meant nothing to you but i never hold any grudge. Deep down in my heart i do try to hate you but i just can't

You came to my high school musical singing competition and did scream and support me. I did heard it from the video my friend took. It was all memories which i really don't want to keep. The only thing that will remain the same now and forever is I will always love you. People always said that first love is a kind of love will you never forget for the rest of you life. I will never forget.

Now it has been 8 years we met and six of it i spend in love with you. Until now if you ask me whether the pain you caused is still there, I would say yes. The wound you and your friends did will never fade away. Thanks for being my first love and those sweet memories were really beautiful. If I need to choose to go back to the past, I would say no but loving you was never a mistake, it was a good lesson about life to me. have a good life to you. You know who you are......

The end of three years DRAMA

2011-05-17T03:37:00.000-07:00

Well, i have graduated from my diploma in Mass Communication with the Anugerah Naib Canselor. Alhamdulillah. I never imagined that's coming since i started my programme. I still remember the first time i got there, the first person i met was Dhiya (used to call him aizat), then came raydwayne robin. Both of them really dear to me. On the second day of orientation week, i met Ashman Mahfudz. Never thought that I would met this fabulous people.

Faizah, Izah, Chacha and Nadia are those people that have been sticking around with me until the end of Diploma. Couldn't ask for a perfect combo of friends i have met since i stepped myself in Lendu. Then came along, Dayang Atul, Alisa Zubir, Zatil Husna, Amirul Asyraf and Naima Aznam. We used to share, laugh and cry together. Then they moved to Shah Alam pursuing their degree through fast track programmed which i didn't want. At first it was really devastating for Ashman and I but we came through that. Dhiya still and will always be the sengal and caring friend i ever have. We stick around together until the end of our life in Lendu. Love u guys so much.

Then starting of semester 3 we have changed class. I met few others friends and classmates which i adore so much. Eyda, Deela, Adrie, Aishah, Kak Nita, Faris, Sobree, Sha, Nina, Malin, Myra roxy, Kakak fika, Asyraf and Atthiya. They really cool and awesome.

Eyda, Chacha, Kakak fika, Baqek and Deela really help me a lot in many way i couldn't even think of any. The moment few person who really dear to me in my class left me for better opportunity to work in new environment, these girls there for me. Especially Eyda. Thank you so much sebab faham Raz dan sabar dengan Raz. I couldn't ask for better friend and sister like you.

Another big special Thanks to Atthiya and Asyraf. You know what i feel about both of you. I don't have to write here to let you know how important you guys to me. What i could write here is I Love YOU both so much. Thanks for being anywhere and anytime when i needed u the most especially Asyraf. You're the best person i ever met. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

Here comes the part where juniors are really good and nice to me. If I could list everyone, i would but it is going to take me ages because everyone is nice. Nabila Ainzam, Jazeli, Apish, Farahin, Nasha, Afiff, Pipi, Ben, Haiqal, Meam, Aimie, Adie, Aliff and like many other. I'm really sorry kalau tak tulis. You guys know it well. I love every each of you so much.

Seniors! Lagi la ramai Raz nak tulis. Bapet the only senior i could think of now. You're awesome. My mass comm senior, padin, ayai, acap, banyaknye. Senior kolej, awear, adeh, parker, japam, akad, amir, afai and lain lain. Thank you so much.

Last but not least, to all the one who used to cheer me up, give me hope and reasons for me to smile everyday, Thank you so much. The names who are not be written who are really close to me you know who you are and why i don't mentioned here. I love every person who have walked into my life. Good luck to you and thanks for giving me a little hope and chance to love you even just for a moment. When you know why you like someone, it's a crush. When you have no reason or explanation, it's love. I have few crushes but the love was just for two person for the past three years.

Thank you so much. All the best to everyone. Hope everyone will succeed in their choices in life. See you guys in the future maybe degree perhaps. Smile.

Under a Tree - a short film

2011-04-24T12:33:00.000-07:00

Part 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjwitfyOzvA

Part 2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lkDd4gDPjOQ&feature=related

Teenage Manglish movie, "Under A Tree" follows a trio group of friends as they are squeeze in as much fun and love on their road to self discovery before entering a new stage in their life, Love.

copyright Clover Production

Even though this short film didn't qualified for top 5 in the festival, but i'm really happy that i have produced a short film with all my good friends in Lendu. Those experiences are much more valuable than everything. Thanks to Tengku Nor Aimie, Haiqal Hairuddin, Meam Tuan Hassan and all the cast and crew of Under a Tree. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. You guys really helped me a lot in making this short film.

Under a Tree for FFVPM 2011

2011-02-12T08:01:00.000-08:00

Hopefully my group's short film "Under a Tree" will make it into top 5 for the festival. Amin.

(credit to Amri Quzairi for the beautiful poster)

Good Friends Vs Best Friends: Which one is you?

2010-12-04T07:31:00.001-08:00

The debate between which group you belong in this world will never end. People always asked themselves whether is there still anyone in this world would care about them whenever they broken up with their love ones, have issues with their family or maybe some trouble at work? Friend is a wise word that always pops up first in their mind when they need someone to look for whenever they are down. Based on Oxford dictionary, Friend is a person with whom one has bond mutual affection, typically one exclusive of sexual or family relation. When I write sexual, it doesn't mean SEX the verb. More towards the gender. You know I was fooling around with my words. The mutual affection is something hard to find in a group of people that we called friends. The real question is , which group are you people belong into? Good Friends? Best Friends? or just a NORMAL Friends?

It is hard to classify the name for any relationship in this world. We are living in an insecure world, surrounded with many problems and unidentified behavior from people. We tend to think who will bare to stand our incredibly annoying behavior and do not judge us whenever we make mistake. The six letter word is the answer. Sometimes people might strongly disagree when I say a friend understand us more than our family members. Who said family members cannot be our friend. We live in this world to find friends. I personally friends with my own siblings. We share, we love and we smile together but at a certain point, there will be some limitation in sharing out our life information. However, my siblings are awesome but i'm not ready to share everything with them because my colour of life may not suitable with their preferable of colour.

My dearest readers, the real issue that I want to raise up is which category of friends do you belong to? Imagine you have been closed to someone for about few years. You share everything, you do whatever he/she likes or prefer to, you will do anything to make sure he /she alright. At the end sometimes you feel you just only a human being that he/she just consider you as one of his/her normal friends. What would you react at that point? What would you feel at that point? In my opinion, it is hard to put a label in any kind of relationship. As a grown up person, you should know what is best for you and the most important thing is appreciate those who are really care about you while you can. Who knows with your ignorance, the person that care about you the most might vanished from you eyesight forever. It only takes a drop of rain.

It is not uncommon for us to want have "proof" or reassurance that someone we care about returns our feeling of affection. Friendship is a holy relationship. Appreciate the people that care for you. That's one of the reason it's important to understand the language of friendship of a person we care about. Some people just show their affection in a different way than we do. We can't expect everyone would react the same way we do. And the chances are, if we are in a friendship or love relationship perhaps with a "strong silent type", we have just to bare with it. Not saying you are the bestest friend I ever had doesn't mean that you are not important to me. Friendship is a kind of relationship that is important in life. Good Friends, Best Friends, or Normal Friends are all just a brand in Friendship. Don't ever put price or label your friendship because it is not something that you can buy everyday. Appreciate them while you can. For those who have a facebook account, go wall your friend and tell them how much you appreciate their friendship. For those who are not, a simple sms wouldn't hurt anyone.

I'm the lucky one?

2010-11-26T00:09:00.000-08:00

Luck?

What does it means?

Whenever people talked about luck, they must say that no one in this world is lucky enough. What do we know about luck? I only know one thing, family and friends. I'm the lucky one who have family who loves me and friends which always support in me in anyway. However, internal side of myself does not feel that I'm the lucky one.

In my opinion, luck for me equal to stupidity. We always want to try our luck on something. I always try my luck to find a true love. Every path that I choose till now is always a wrong path. I don't know the real meaning of love anymore. I always asked to God why this happened to me? It's really weird and interesting sometimes. You let me close to someone and suddenly when I'm starting to fall for that person, You will not return that favor I have prayed. Somehow, I do not put the blame on you because everything that has happened, happens for a reason.

Now I'm trying to put everything behind. I do feel lonely sometimes but who doesn't kan. I'm trying to make myself a lucky one but in road of doing that, there will be many obstacles. What that i can do is pray to God that no matter how hard the road i have chose, keep me go stronger and bolder than ever......

My new obsession

2010-11-07T00:24:00.000-07:00

Terrified by Katherine Mcphee

Practically this song inspire me someway that people might not see it

You, by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
You're the thing that's right

Finally made it through the lonely
To the other side

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

And this could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you need
If you let me try

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only

I only said it 'cause I mean it
I only mean 'cause it's true
So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming
'Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I'm without you

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only

Dream

2010-11-02T07:00:00.001-07:00

I dream to be an engineer.

I dream to be an astronaut.

I dream to be a teacher.

I always wanted to make one wish. A wish that one day all my dreams may come true. Everything for me right now is blurry. I don't even have any clue what is going to happen tomorrow. What do i really want actually in my life? I'm blessed with a loving family and a good education. I'm so passionate about anything to do with movies and music. I guess it's already in my DNA since my father obsessed with karaoke. I remember when my siblings and I were small, he always took us to watch movies in the cinema and bought lots of karaoke cds. He even recorded us using his big video camera and audiotapes. I really wish i could go back to that time which everything was easy for me.

Everything has changed tremendously in my life now. People always says that once you have step your foot in university, it is like a huge step for you to make your dream come true. Maybe they are right with that quote but for me you can achieve what you want and make your dream comes true without going to University. Education is subjective. We can get it everywhere and anyplace. However, parents always be skeptical about this matter. For them sending their children to university can make them a better person. I guess so but there is always somewhere wrong about that saying. Opportunity that has been given to them by government sometimes being used a key to enjoyment. What do i mean by enjoyment? Well, those who are born in rich and wealthy family may think education is like more to hobby rather a key to achieve dreams. I write this because i'm concern and what things to be different, not that I'm smart or anything. People perception is very hard to know.

Talking about perception. What it has to do with dream? Perception may kills your dream sometimes. Skeptical about someone work or masterpiece is a big yes to a key of failure. Why do i say this kind of thing? It's always a reason behind every word. Let it be a great mystery to me because i couldn't even give the answer. The most important thing is always believe in yourself. No matter how harsh people talked and criticized you or your work, take it as pieces of puzzle that can complete your life as a valuable and successful person. Always believe in what you have done because at the end of the day, it is hard to convey people how valuable your work are. Everything that we have done in this world, it is a part of lesson to make us a better person in the future.

This already at fourth paragraph and there is no conclusion when we talked about dream. I dream big and wild. I don't care what people may say to me. They might think that i'm to ambitious and they also might say please live my life in a reality world instead living my life in a wonderland. To be imaginative about thing might happen in the future is not forbidden. We have to dream big in order to create a storyline of life. I have nothing to hide when i talked about dream. Imagination plays a big role in dream. Sometimes we have to dream beyond than our imagination. Limitation is for those who love to step into the world of failure.

2 Months.........

2010-07-16T00:13:00.000-07:00

It's been quite some times sejak Raz update my blog. Last two weeks dah masuk semester baru and everything is new for me this semester. I don't know what to say whether it is a good change or what. I miss my old time. Like before waking up in the morning surround with people that i love.

Actually i have tonnes of things to write but entahlaaaaa. Sakit kepala nak fikir. Biar la. Later i'll continue

OMG! Ashman Mahfudz's Birthday

2010-06-08T09:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE WORLD GREATEST DIVA AND MY BEST FRIEND

ASHMAN MAHFUDZ

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE DEAR.

FASHION EDITOR I GUESS

GO PUBLISHING

Sendiri

2010-05-30T03:53:00.000-07:00

Betul cakap orang, aku tak pernah buat sesuatu untuk kebahagiaan orang lain. Aku selalu mementingkan siri sendiri tanpa memikirkan perasaan orang lain. Aku sendiri susah nak memahami diri aku dan apa yang aku inginkan sebenarnya. Mungkin aku terlalu buta kerana sebelum ni aku belum pernah ada orang pernah mengucapkan kata cinta sehingga kau tiba dan aku sanggup melupakan semua apa yang aku ada dalam hidup ni terutama orang2 yang aku sayangi. Semua sekarang dah berlalu. Biarla ia menjadi suatu rahsia yang indah dan memedihkan bagi aku.

Aku redha apa yang jadi semua. Semua bermula dengan aku dan aku harus hidup dengan kesilapan yang aku telah lakukan. Aku mohon keampunan kepada -Mu Tuhan dan ingin sangat aku melakukan sesuatu yang baik walaupun sekali dalam hidup aku. Kita pun tidak tahu perjalanan kita di dunia ini akan berakhir bila. Aku hanya manusia biasa...........

A great lesson in my life

2010-05-30T01:23:00.000-07:00

Wow, this week is been sweet and hell to me. Felling guilty to someone your love is not good. But at the end, you have made shit to your buddy, soon u will realized u love your buddy more than anything in this world. I ended up everything before it's too late. Let it be my dirty little secret like AAR's group always said. Fall for stupid trap again and again and again. I'm just a human being yang tak sempurna. I do have to learn from what i've done wrong so far in my life. Last night i can't sleep thinking of this. Hopefully after all of these things have happened to me will make me a better person. Insyallah :)

Smile can makes someone loves you :)

2010-05-24T08:20:00.000-07:00

Love doesn't come as you plan, it comes all so sudden without you realising it

Smile can makes someone loves you

Di kala ku kehilangan

Di dalam kegelapan

Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk

Di kala ku kesedihan

Kau ukirkan senyuman

Dengan penuh sabar memujuk

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh

Seandainya hari esok runtuhnya langit dijunjung

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku

Seandainya hari esok dunia dilanda gelora

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Di kala aku tak pasti

Kau tampil dengan berani

Membimbing agar lebih yakin

Dan bila hidup penuh soalan

Kau berikan jawapan

Melengkap semua kekurangan

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu hidup tanpa doronganmu

Razaleigh's most common mistakes can make before building a relationship :D

2010-05-03T09:33:00.000-07:00

kadang2 we fall in love and starting to get into a relationship

mesti ada je mistake or slack yg kita buat untill

kita x dapat org kita nak

I think if there should be a theory about failure in getting into a relationship, it should be called Razaleigh's most common mistakes can make before building a relationship :D

Will update the fabulous common mistakes of mine soon

Rasa

2010-04-29T08:49:00.000-07:00

What do we know about rasa? Taste? Feeling? Heart? or Love? It's not easy when it comes to a part where we need to think and make a choice. What kind of choices do we have? Sometimes there is no choice in life that we can choose. The road and our path of life have been written since the day we were born. We cry whenever we want to.

Tapi kadang - kadang kita tend to feel that we in love with someone. Is it love, lust or just a sweet crsuh? Entahla kan. Susah and it is really subjective. Kadang - kadang kita yakin that person is meant to be with us but we need to look at the mirror which show you the reality of life and how it works.

Semua orang boleh rasa apa yang diaorang nak rasa. For me rasa paling indah bila kita jumpa orang yang kita sayang tapi at the end we have to let the person we care so much go. There's not even near to getting into a relationship but we know that person is the one we fall for. No matter what happened in life before we need to keep looking forward for our own benefit and future. Trust me, the only way to get what you want in life is by letting all your past behind.

.........................................................................

2010-04-22T02:27:00.000-07:00

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

Counting days

2010-04-21T20:36:00.001-07:00

I wish i could tell you before i'm going back to PENANG :)

Another letter from above

2010-04-16T05:43:00.000-07:00

Dah lama agaknye Raz tak update blog. Life yang agak busy di UiTM semester ni sangat tough untuk Raz. Ditinggalkan oleh old groupmates tapi Alhamdullilah Raz sentiasa bangun from any kejatuhan. Dalam kehidupan yang busy, Raz ditakdirkan untuk bertemu dengan seseorang yang tiba-tiba datang into my life. Dia sangat baik. Love family dia. Sangat dedicated to kerja dia. Its really good to meet that kind of person. We have texted and knowing each other very well. I love being around that person. Kadang- kadang bila penat seharian dan ada orang yang akan buat kita cheer up with all jokes dari dia, made my day brighter. Sulit sekali aku nak jelaskan perasaan aku. Itu semua terlalu indah untuk aku kenang. Persahabatan yang aku rasakan akan wujud tapi sampai tiba saatnya kita semakin jauh. Aku gembira melihat kau dapat menyiapkan apa yang kau mahukan. Segala apa yang aku lakukan ikhlas, tak pernah sekali aku rasakan apa yang aku lakukan demi sesuatu. Aku bohong jika aku katakan aku tidak pernah menyanyangi kau. Kehidupan peribadi aku tak seindah yang orang sangkakan. Aku tahu memang tidak ada waktu lagi untuk persahabatan ini. Siapa yang nak disalahkan? Orang sekelililng? Akhirnya aku menyedari aku memang tidak mahu kehilangan dirimu. Somehow saat perpisahan akan tiba. Pada suatu ketika kau akan pergi seperti mana aku pernah merasakan kehilangan. Aku tidak mahu ada kata perpisahan antara kita. Aku mahu kau bahagia. Find someone that will love you. I know your friends will give that to you. I've known them and i know there are such great people. Good luck............... every semester will give me a memorable memories to carry with my life.

January 2010

2010-01-23T23:20:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone.....Lama x update blog.Busy skit dengan 1001 hal dan masalah. First of all Raz sangat sediyh akan dengan pemergian Arwah Tok Ba pada 20 january 2010 pada pukul 2.50ptg. Sangat terkilan sebab x sempat sampai ke Penang pada masa pengkebumian. Mudah-mudahan arwah Tok Ba ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

Al-Fatihah

Semester 4 dah almost one month Raz ada kat sini. Group Assignment? Variasi ahli kumpulan baru. Raz dah x group dengan old group members. Hopefully diaorg berjaya semester-semester akan datang. Thanks so much group dengan Raz for the last 3 semester. Agak kecik ahti bila nampak post kat Facebook mcm happy Raz xde dalam group korang. Redha je dengan apa2 pun. Insyaallah semester ni dan akan datang Raz dapat mensesuaikan diri dengan ahli kumpulan baru.

Subjects semester ni agak senang and agak tough jugak. Banyak sangat research paper kena siapkan. Tahun ni permulaan agak mendukacitakan. Raz layak sampai stage ke -2 Ujibakat AF. Insyaallah Raz akan terus berusaha.

2009

2009-12-30T21:21:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone. 2009 dah dekat sampai penghujungnya. So do my teenage's life. Now Raz akan step into 20's era yang lagi mencabar dan interesting. In this coming decade raz akan mengalami alam pekerjaan and etc.

2009 merupakan tahun yang agak interesting, sediyh and macam-macam lagi. This year i fall in love with someone so deeply insane but life kena move on. Benda tak jadi. I wish you all the best with your life. I hope u will remember my birthday.

2009 jugak merupakan tahun yang mixed feeling about friendship. ELLY ELYANA ROSE, AIMAN SYAZWAN, AZLIN FAUZI merupakan orang yang paling dekat dihati. They are close to my heart and kami dah macam adik beradik. Suka and duka dikongsi bersama walaupun masing-masing berjauhan. Dayang Atul, Ashman Mahfudz, Nurdhiya Aizat, Alisa Zubir Naimah Aznam, Nadia Mutalip, Nur Faizah, Wan Nur Izzah, Adrie Norman, Chacha among the people yang selalu bagi Raz happy sepanjang 2009 di UITM MALACCA. Sorry kalau ada yang tertinggal, tapi overall thanks so much sebab be there with me in anytime. Tak kira sediyh atau gembira.Hopefully you guys will always be my friends forever.

2009 juga melihat Raz pertama kali membuat persembahan di UITM and won 2nd place in Insurance singing contest. Dhiya was great that day. Undeniable dia mmg deserved to be the champion that day. Raz menyanyi lagu EVERYDAY by HSM2 and I DONT WANT TO BE by Gavin DeGraw.

2009 jugak memberikan Raz 3 kali berturut mendapat Anugerah Dekan. Sangat bersyukur kerana di alam universiti Raz memperolehi keputusan yang sangat cemerlang. Raz bersyukur sangat. Thanks kepada semua yang memberi kerjasama.

2009 jugak melihat Raz menceburkan diri dalam pelbagai bidang baru. Bekerja di DIGI BOOTH PC FAIR merupakan pengalaman yang paling memenatkan dan menarik. Di situ Raz belajar untuk keluar from my comfort zone. Sebelum ni Raz memang segan untuk bercakap dengan stranger. Now i guess insyaallah Raz akan lebih berani :)

Kembali juga berkerja di Baskin Robbins. Pengalaman dulu lagi indah untuk diceritakan dari pengalaman berkerja di bulan MAY. Good Luck All the crews

Zamir Al Hady and Shuhada Rabi akan selamanya menjadi Kawan terbaik yang Raz pernah jumpa. Hopefully hubungan kita berkekalan selama-lamanya.

Hanya cita-cita dan impian Raz untuk menjadi seorang penghibur dan penyanyi masih belum kesampaian. Insyaallah Raz akan terus light up my dreams in any way. I wish one day i could be in TV and performing on a big stage.

Inilah kehidupan Razaleigh Zain sepanjang 2009. Banyak yang berlaku dan some of it cant be published. I will keep it in my heart for eternity.

Good luck to those yang pergi Degree. :)

Happy birthday to me tomorrow :)
Will write something on my new and some old resolution which not yet come true.

The beginning of a new ending

2009-12-06T11:32:00.000-08:00

Nothing make sense kan title post Raz kali ni.

It make lots of sense to me.

It is the ending of something that i'll never get a chance to begin with.

I have tried to make someone to love me really bad. At the end, who i am to do so.

It's really breaking my heart but i cant make you love me even i tried so damn hard.

U aint going to love me for who i am.

Ending the journey of trying make someone to love me.

But well, it is a new trigger beginning to me.

Uitm stuff and result will be out soon on 10th December. Takut yang teramat for the result.

Going to finish my diploma instead of flying away to the future using fast track programme.

:)

Untitled

2009-10-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

Semakin hari, masa berlalu. Hari berganti hari, bulan berganti bulan dan tahun berganti tahun namun aku masih tidak dapat melupakan kau. Entahla, banyak orang kata aku bodoh sebab masih sayangkan kau. Semakin jauh aku lari, semakin terasa dekat untuk aku melafazkan aku cinta kan kau. Yea! Aku tidak pernah mengungkap kata cinta aku kepada kau. Kau tahu aku amat menyanyai dirimu sepenuhnya. Mesti people wondering why la Raz so poyo tulis ayat2 P Ramlee dalam blog dia.

Nak buat macam mana. Dah raz sayang kat dia. Takkan nak tulis pasal budak bodoh yang preteding dalam hot ballon.

Why i am so unlucky when it comes to love and life?
Kawan? Sayang diaorg sangat2 walaupun some of them rasa Raz paling annoying dalam dunia.
I love all of you even though ada yang kata euwwwwwwww(Tahu kan saper?hehehehe) SAyang dia sangat.Kawan yang paling euwwww tapi paling best dalam uitm.

Aku dapat tahu orang yang aku sayang memang apa yang aku sangkakan dari dulu. Tapi dia keep denying bila malam tadi aku menanyakan soalan itu kepadanya.

Ya Allah! ADakah ini dugaan yang kau berikan kepada hambamu yang lemah ini.

Happy birthday aunty

2009-10-27T08:06:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday aunty Naima.
May allah bless you and have a wonderful life with fantastic group of friends :p
Sorry i cant celebrate your birthday sekali because Raz dah break up dengan ur anak.
Even though kita baru kenal 2 semester, thanks jadi kawan Razaleigh Zain sebab bukan ramai yang suka kawan dengan Raz.
Nak jugak simpati masa birthday orang!Hahahahahaha

Happy Birthday love.............
xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxo

Life masa Syawal

2009-10-04T10:19:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya. Lewat giler Raz update my blog pasal Raya. This raya was the first raya i have to menghadap my lappy dgn tonnes of assignments. Tension giler. Kali ni raya simple je. The most important thing is Raz dapat celebrate with my whole family. Duit raya for this year alhamdulillah!I save it la first so nanti cuti semester i will have money to spend.

Ym my companion during the time Raz buat assignments. Sangat best bila ada someone teman you all night buat assignments. Merepek together, Make fun of each other, Talk about life and dreams but benda tu semua last for a week je kut. Now dia lebih suka maki and hina Raz. Lantak la dia nak buat apa. Raz dah malas dengan benda macam ni. It was a friendship and nothing else. Entahla why dia dapat vibes macam Raz suka kat dia. Biar je la........

Assignments sumpah susah. Journalism dah settle even though kena tolak 3 markah. Gaduh sana sini dengan groupmates. Phycho pun dah settle :) Photo 7 pictures pun dah settle and tinggal storyboard je to be done. Yang lain tinggal PR group assignment, journ invidual assignment and Graphic. Damn scary la nak present Graphic. Hopefully dapat present and siap it well la.

Love? Ada ke masalahnye. Entah la.........Crush someone during Raya yes but BIG NO to me because memang benda tak leh jadi. Before raya and untill now ada crush kat someone but entah la.Pening kepala nak fikir. Suka pun susah, tak suka pun susah but top up comel la. Now my old old love story datang balik. Dah 3 hari we keep messaging and tadi pun lepak jap. Lagi satu benda buat pening.

Special mention : Someone yang betul2 Raz sayang dah quit UITM. Dia pun dah bg tahu the reason why dia stop. Hopefully dia ambil langkah yang bijak and achieve all dia punya dreams.AMIN

My letter to editor got published :)

2009-09-25T21:01:00.000-07:00

My letter to editor got published in two major publication. The Star and Asia one news.com :)

Thursday September 24, 2009

Yasmin is the icon of 1Malaysia

WITHIN 100 days of Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak becoming Prime Minister, we have seen notable changes. 1Malaysia has been introduced to Malaysians, to unite the various races and religions, to forge unity and form a strong bond among us.

Every day we see Malaysians of all races gathering at their favourite mamak stall to have their daily dose of roti canai and teh tarik after long hours at the office.

Back in the old days, we never discriminated against anyone on account of skin colour or racial background; we played and studied together and enjoyed together as one multi-racial group.

All of these good values can be found in the work of the late director Yasmin Ahmad. She has always pictured us as 1Malaysia and has showed us the true meaning of 1Malaysia a long time ago, through her work from Rabun to Talentime.

She started the whole 1Malaysia spirit even before it became a thrust policy of the new administration. Why the change in perception and interest in her works after 1Malaysia has been introduced?

Is it because of the new thrust policy from the new administration is on the same track as her ideologies or works, or are people just starting to realise the real meaning of 1Malaysia?

I remember her first feature film released to the public, Sepet. It was one of the most controversial movies in the Malaysian film industry.

She took a different tack, challenging her audiences to disregard the differences in race between her characters. The issue drew strong reaction from the public and media.

After her death, a private television station aired all of her films throughout the week.

Now we see things differently. It is already 52 years of independence for Malaysia. Society has started to handle issues in a positive manner. It shows how her works have changed people’s perceptions.

I hope we will appreciate her effort to promote unity among the races in Malaysia. Yasmin Ahmad is the real icon of 1Malaysia.

RAZALEIGH ZAIN,
Bayan Baru.

I’ve Got A Crush On You

2009-09-19T08:54:00.000-07:00

Ive got a crush on you, sweetie pie
All the day and night-time give me sigh
I never had the least notion that
I could fall with so much emotion

Could you coo, could you care
For a cunning cottage we could share
The world will pardon my mush
cause I have got a crush on you

but why?
why you with all the people.......
i cant and its a crime ina friendship if i've a crush on you

Not so cuti Raya

2009-09-18T23:05:00.000-07:00

First of all, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin. But kali ni tak macam cuti raya sangat la.....Banyak giler deadline kena kejar after cuti nie. Journalism tak buat interview lagi. Entahla diaorg nak tunggu sampai christmas kut. Selamat all the photoshoot untuk storyboard dah settle. Now nak edit ja. Graphic please dont anyone ask me how the progress.

Anyway again.

Happy Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Happy Life

2009-08-30T22:08:00.001-07:00

Saja ja previous post buat sedih2 sikit. Razaleigh Zain kan full of drama. Ashman selalu cakap kalau buka dictionary, cari word gedik and mengada nanti keluarla my name. Heheheheh. Always love you :) Now raz in Penang and going back to lendu later tonight. Penat sangat this semester. Lari sana here and there. Soalan journalism dah diapproved and we are the first group kut. Entahla...Saper kisah as long kerja jalan. Ada assignment phycho and Public relation yang kena submit sebelum cuti raya. This mean lagi 2 minggu, to be exact 15 days to go. This week Raz kena settle photo untuk photo gallery. Study lagi sebab on the 7th dah mid semester exam. Mintak2 boleh score with flying colours. Green mesti include :) Well, cuti 4 days in Penang amat memenatkan. Shoting sana sini. Hujan 24/7. Hopefully minggu ni i can sit down and think about my assignments and perhaps jumpa budak top up i guess. Peace :p

Sepi

2009-08-30T22:01:00.000-07:00

Bisikku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku
kekasihku syurgaku
Tanpa dia
Malam menemani aku
Sepi memelukku

Sayangku
cinta kita ibarat mata air yang mengalir
menusuk kalbu
mendakap mesra
menghangat jiwa
Kukuhnya cinta aku kepadamu tiada badai bisa memisah
Kukuhnya cinta aku akan ku bawa ke akhir hayat...............

I love you. Now you are so happy with someone else. Selama aku kenal kau, ni la kali pertama aku nampak kau sangat happy. Mungkin aku tak boleh membuatkan kau bahagia seperti dia. Those time we had akan aku ingat sampai bila-bila. Satu saja permintaan aku, tolong jangan lupa aku :)

Fly away piece by piece

2009-08-05T07:24:00.000-07:00

Slowly Raz rasa semua semakin berubah. Day by day, month by month and year by year semua semakin berubah. Raz kadang-kadang tak sedar semua ini berlaku. Raz pernah sayang Shu dan semua sekarang dah tinggal kenangan. Now i say it out loud. Our friendship sekarang dah hilang. Bila Raz masuk uitm, hoping to start everything new. But kuasa tuhan i met someone and again benda yang jadi kat Raz masa form 3 happened once again. But this time Raz sayang dia more deeper than i ever felt before. Tapi as i said, my luck belum sampai masanya. This not work out. Tapi bagi Raz la, orang tu seorang manusia yang sangat baik. Mungkin i will never find someone dah macam ni lagi. Now plak kawan Raz dah ada new groupie. Why should i jeles at the place? I love her as a friend and not more than that. and again the question is why Raz patut jeles dengan dia. Or maybe Raz memang sayang dia dari first time i lay my eyes on her. Perasan Raz je kut. I still hoping dia akan jumpa someone yang boleh sayang dia. I know i cant give her happiness. That's why i'll never say it clearly that i love her i guees! Bodoh kan. Sayang orang pun boleh guessing2 lagi. Overall my life here in lendu will be a historical things that ever happened to me in my life. I wish someday i will find someone will cheerish my day till the end of time. Hopefully kan.

Minggu yang colourful

2009-08-01T04:06:00.000-07:00

Hello semua. Lama Raz dah update blog ni. Busy giler la dengan assignments. Lari sana lari sini. Sediyh here and there. Cuti seminggu dengan H1N1. Banyak sangat benda-benda yang happening, memenatkan and terkejut pun ader. Let me start one by one.

1. Birthday Dayang Atul
Happy birthday atul. I hope u love my card. I hope our friendship will last forever.

2. Cuti H1N1
Uitm ni memang memeningkan kepala. Asala tak bagi cuti awal-awal and tunggu semua sakit baru nak cuti. Selamat la Uitm yuran murah,if not i wont come here to study. Statement melampau ja. :). Yang paling interesting faculty mass comm bg assignment pasal H1n1 untuk mass commers je. The reason is Our Datuk (tak kena saman k sebab no name mentioned) nak sebagai rujukan. Whatever la.Boring dengan drama orang-orang mcm ni.

3. Sediyh bila listen to sad songs :(
Raz will never change la kut or even move on kan. That one night after comforting one of my friend(senior) pasal hal sembilu dia with kawan Raz, suddenly Raz lak yang emo teringatkan someone yang sekarang ni sangat happy with someone else. Raz xpernah geram kat dia. Itu yang patut dia lakukan. Mencari happiness with the person yang dia sayang.

4. Al- Fatihah Allahyarham Yasmin Ahmad
Raz sangat terkejut and maybe the whole world pasal pemergian seorang yang berbakat di muka bumi ni. Permergian beliau amat dirasai sgt. I love all of her movies so damn much. From Sepet to Talentime, all her movies sangat best. After this dah xde saper boleh menggatikan tempat beliau. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. AL-FATIHAH.

Life

2009-07-19T08:13:00.000-07:00

I know what i'm going to write dah boring sangat for people to baca. But,Raz still a human being. How many times sekali pun i said i dont want to write about that person,still i will keep writing. I've talked to friends about this. Even at a point raz cry in front of Ash and people thought i was crying for Mj. Why raz should love dia so much sampai macam ni? I know i cant touch you and make you love me. Entah la.....I've wrote in my blog before yang raz will going to forget about that person sampai bila-bila tapi as i keep distance myself dari dia, my love build lagi stronger. Bayangkan la everyday i bump and jumpa dia. Saper tak tension! I love you so much la beb. I know i will not have you and find my true love. Dah macam satu curse for me. I just have to live my life as usual la even though i've heard dia dah move on with someone and apparently they have their own theme song. WTF? You know i can read that in your facebook. However at last, bukan my right nak mengamuk or jelous.Who am i to jelous sedangkan dia not even care pasal raz. I love you but you dont even care pasal my feeling. Kalau nak kata you dont even know i've fall for you, you bluff me la. We almost talked about this but nak kata apa. I screwed it up. Razaleigh Zain. Saper tak kenal dia. Suka buat bagus and rasa dia super duper hot. Always deny every thing yang orang cakap pasal dia even it is so damn true. Sekarang padan muka to me. Now dia dah move on so i should let it be la. Why i should be so sombong bila dia say hi on my first day in semester 3. I'm so stupid kan. Now, langsung dia tak nak cakap with me. Tapi since forever dia xpernah care pun. After all we've been through even though in facebook sekali pun, you just pretend macam xpernah jadi apa sekalipun. The last 6 months is the best time in my life. we share everything. From our favourite drinks to our ultimate ambition in life. I will appreciate it forever. I will save all the memories inside my heart. POYO? Memang raz suka buat teruk.

:)

Smile

2009-07-11T08:42:00.000-07:00

Smile,
though your heart is aching
Smile,
even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile
and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile

Lendu

2009-07-11T03:32:00.000-07:00

Argh.......
Raz dah ada sini almost a week dah. Sorry sebab lama tak update. Been so busy.Dengan class and drama in my life.Tired sgt.Sangat rindu all my friends in Penang. Lyssa went back to Penang this week but unfortunately Raz tak boleh ikut bcoz busy with all the proposal and assignment. Insyaallah maybe lagi 2 weeks balik kut. Going to buy dslr.Yea.........

Ash told me to move on. Memang i want too but cant you guys imagine. Every single day Raz nampak muka dia. I love dia so much but why la dia do to me mcam ni.

Whatever la.........

Nanti later kalau ada pape interesting i will be back for it k

xoxoxox

Zach dah tua :)

2009-07-02T01:30:00.000-07:00

i was sms-ing with zach just now.

he asked me tak nak wish ka?

i said wish what?

dia kata his birthday!

hahahahahahah

Happy birthday Mr Zachariah Aidin

wish u all the joy and happiness throughout this year.....(mcm wish new year lak)

p/s:later i will post your picture. :)

Raz's portfolio

2009-06-27T22:53:00.000-07:00

The Greatest of All Time - M.J

2009-06-26T06:24:00.001-07:00

"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

You will never be alone
All you fans will always love you
You're everyone inspiration
I grew up will all your music and move
Love you always
:)

Happy Birthday Azeem

2009-06-24T11:28:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday to you Azeem....
The bestest friend ever in my life....
Wow! Dah 19 years old mamat sorang ni. Almost 7 years kita dah jadi kawan baik. I hope we will be the bestest buddies forever and ever.

I hope you will have the wonderful year in your life and achieve all your dreams k.
Keep shooting the stars!
:p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZEEM

Feedback from Razaleigh for Kenapa!

2009-06-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

Well, thanks la for spending your precious time wrote that post in your blog. It was so impressive. Cant believe you have that kind of guts to do that. Bravo!

Opps......Sorry! Lupa lak hg x reti baca English kan. Thanks for telling the whole nation aku dapat Bel A. tak puas hati ke? Rezeki masing-masingkan. Asal rasa nak big deal sangat bila orang cakap phone in english? Sakit hati ka? Apa-apa la.....Aku punya english pun bukan bagus sangat. In process of learning pun.

About camera lak? Hello! hg ingat aku minta sedekah ka? Aku pernah mintak and that's it. Tak pernah kut ungkit yang hg tak nak bagi. Aku pun faham tapi tak payah la jadi poyo nak published semua dalam blog. Ingat aku punya maruah murah ke? Suka-suka hati duk canang satu dunia.

Malas la nak tulis banyak2! Aku pun bukan suka nak tulis benda macam ni dalam blog aku.Menyemak je kut. Aku memang sayang kat hg wye tapi pasal apa la hg duk buat macam ni.

Pasal kunci! Aku ni bukan reti nak doublespeak dalam aku punya writing so aku tulis je la yea. Aku actually dah agak hg takkan hantar pun. Sebab i know benda mustahil. Thanks to azeem so much sebab cancel dia punya wayang dengan kawan dia that time and came to me after 10 minutes i called. Bukan nak puji tapi mcm ni la kawan. Kawan dalam susah tolong. Aku pun bukanla nak menyusahkan hg tapi tolong arr. Oppssssss!Maybe aku tak bagi duit minyak kut. SOrry........Sebab aku pun drive gak kawan2 go here and there. Tak mintak pun sebab we were on the same direction. Aku bukan anak lord pun aku tak minat. At least parents kau tu bagi gak allowance rm 50 SEMINGGU or more.....Mana la nak tahu kan.

Untuk kawan-kawan dia yang comment kat post dia.Terima kasih sebab caring. Entah la korang pun bukan suka kat aku pun except ada la satu dua.

Whatever la.... Semester nak buka dah. I will meet you and settle this thing sebab aku rasa semua ni foolish. Gaduh and tulis dalam blog. Aku malas nak tulis actually tapi hg dah mulakan so why not aku abiskan!

Salam........

9 Days to go.......

2009-06-23T01:51:00.000-07:00

Seriously only 9 days left after 8 weeks of holiday!

Freaking nervous leaving Penang and go back to Lendu........

Going to miss my mum so much and car and friends and everything.......

The Last Love Letter

2009-06-15T10:32:00.000-07:00

I know one day you will read this. I just want to tell you that I never ask to love you so much. You've been my good friend during my last December breaks.
I never expected i will fall for you this much.
I know now we are not close like before.
It's all because I love you so much.
Can i ask you something?

I want you to have the happiest journey in your life.
I want you to still pursue your dream since you were small.
I believe you can be that person that you want to be one day.
Thanks for everything.
You came to my life and let me be your friend once before.

Now, you've found someone that can love you more than i do.
Hope that person can cheerish your life and make you the luckiest person on earth.
The most important thing is that person will able to keep your dream alive
And make you smile and far away from tears

I wont cry anymore.
I think cukup untill here.
The only thing matter to me that you will happy always.
No matter if i already move on with my life, i just want you to know i'll never love someone like i love you.

You are the best thing so far happened to me.
I know it is the stupidiest thing to fall in love with you
But,
I will always love you till the end.......

Razaleigh Zain

All Razaleigh's Idols

2009-06-14T10:26:00.000-07:00

Ziana Zain

Stevie Wonder

Abraham Lincoln

Dayang Nurfaizah

The end of season 2 Gossip Girl

2009-06-14T10:19:00.000-07:00

Gossip girl dah abis...........

Cant wait for season 3 premiere on september if i'm not mistaken la.

The ending was great!

Chuck confessed his feeling dekat Blair..
Rufus and Lily engaged...
Scott? Cant wait for it....

Berehat sebentar di Kayu

2009-06-14T09:18:00.000-07:00

Yummy! Thosai memang sedap. My friends and i were lepaking at Kayu. Gossiping with friends sangat2 interesting. I love Neslo ice so much.

Grateful and Thankful

2009-06-12T03:27:00.001-07:00

Alhamdulillah, Raz dapat Dl once again.
I'm so happy and thankful to Allah for all the blessing during the semester

Thanks to my family and friends who helping me a lot throughout the process becoming a student in lendu.

Apologize

2009-06-12T03:11:00.000-07:00

To Mr A.M

I'm sorry for what i've wrote to you.
I know i owe an explaination about this.
I know everything is hard to be forgiven but i hope you will understand after you read my message in your facebook inbox.

To Miss S.R
Sorry about our lunch date hari ni tak work out.
Maybe a dinner at hammer bay i guess.
Hope hear from you soon.

To Mr Z.A
I love you man so much.
We are brothers forever.
I know i may over reacted about something.
I will call you soon.

I have screwed up everything this week. If i keep continue writing this list, it will take forever.

Something from the past

2009-06-10T21:17:00.001-07:00

Wednesday January 2, 2008

Teenage singer a hit with fans

By NG SU-ANN

FRESH school leaver Razaleigh Md Zain may be a novice at performing on stage but he certainly has no problems attracting screaming fans.

The 17-year-old with his cleancut boyish looks became an instant hit with the audience at the finals of the High School Musical (HSM) singing contest organised by Queensbay Mall, Penang, on Sunday.

Singing ‘Everyday’ from the HSM sequel, he not only charmed the crowd but also the judges who later declared him the winner in the open category.

“This is my first time taking part in a singing contest and I simply sang from my heart.

Razaleigh belting out his song

“While waiting for my SPM results, I’m working at the Baskin Robbins outlet in Queensbay Mall.

“So the only time I practised was when I sang to my colleagues and manager,” he said.

Razaleigh, who aspires to be a deejay, won RM1,000 cash vouchers, a handphone sponsored by Celcom and a CD recording of his winning song.

The second prize winners were Carinn Khoo and Jorinn Chee while the third prize winner was Michelle Chang Wen Nee. They won RM900 and RM600 cash vouchers respectively.

In the Under-12 category, cousins Nor Sabrina Shek Daud, 10, and Nur Lydia Hudayattullah, 11, won first prize with their duet ‘You are the music in me’.

“It took us about a week to practise for the contest. We also did our own choreography,” they said.

They won RM800 shopping vouchers, a CD of their winning performance and a handphone.

The second prize winners were cousins, Aymanul Hakiem Lockman and Sofea Nur Anna Ridzuan Effendy, while the third prize winner was Beatrice Chew Chien Han.

They received RM500 and RM300 respectively.

The mall’s public relations and events manager Boon Swan Mee presented the prizes to the winners.

The contest was part of the mall’s High School Musical (HSM) month.

Still Hanging on You

2009-06-10T08:34:00.000-07:00

Sangat funny why this particular person make my life macam mana miserable pun, Raz still xleh lupa dia. Now we starting to talk to each other balik but as a friend way la. Lagipun dia tak pernah tahu pun Raz sayang dia. Entahla......Kadang-kadang i'm the one yang stupid or keadaan yang tak sesuai.

Jauh Di Sudut Hati

2009-06-10T08:28:00.000-07:00

Sayang
Kubawa jauh rinduku
Kerna akau telah tahu
Kau bukan milikku

Sayang
Sesunguhnya bukan mudah
Menjalani hidup ini
Tanpa kau di sisi

Jauh disudut hati
Aku masih bermimpi
Mimpi yang indah
Esok kau kembali

Jauh di sudut hati
Ada waktu-waktunya
Aku berdoa
Kau pulang semula

Sayang
Biar ku mengingatimu
Biar kugantung harapan
Hingga sampai waktu

Nafas terakhirku

Freaking Takut

2009-06-10T06:22:00.000-07:00

I really need Gossip Girl season 2 episode 14-25.
No one seems have it!

Tomorrow my semester 2 result is out.
Freaking takut kut.
Good luck everyone
:)

Losing his faith on someone.

Still want to watch Gossip Girl.
Anyone please?

Malacca Sweethearts

2009-06-08T08:46:00.000-07:00

Afnan . Nina . Sha . Faizah . Izzah

DMC2C (In Memory)

Azean and Chacha

Nadia . Faizah . Izzah

Hot Diva D2 . Mus . Radwayne

Atul . Lyssa . Ash

Pictures speak louder than words.

I love each everyone of you so much.

Hopefully we will be best friends forever

Really want to put someone picture but nanti controversy.

P/s: Atul knows who is that person!Hahaha

Happy Birthday Ash

2009-06-08T00:39:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Ashman.......

It's already 5 times i guess i wish your birthday!!!!!!

That is me, the wonderful amazing annoying Razaleigh Zain

Have a wonderful year of 19 k.

xoxoxoxoxoxox

A boring weekend

2009-06-07T09:25:00.000-07:00

Doing nothing today except i went to QueensBay just now to transfer Gossip Girl from Shuhada.

I want to tell everyone about all the people i love so much in Penang.

Shuhada Rabi

Who is Shuhada Rabi? Raz start close to this person kalau x silap when Raz in form 4. Ingat lagi we always lepak dekat hallway near to koperasi. She is really sweet girl and help me alot back then and still now. She loves photography so much. This december girl always suka snapping picture and edit it. Dulu Raz suka suruh dia snap my picture and edit it and masuk dalam myspace.Hehehehehehe. I use to have crush on her tapi friendship is always de best.I love you shu. Even though we miles apart tapi our friendship will never sank. Kalau nak tulis pasal this girl memang panjang. Esok pun tak abis bcoz i have millions things to talk about.

Zamir Alhady

I really hate you right now and going punching your face soon but man, i love you. This guy nama Zamir Alhady. I know many girls adore him so much even my college friends. I start to close with this maniac masa class agama and eventually Raz kawan baik gak dgn his best friend that time till now, Arina Banana . Since that we are true buddies. Macam adik beradik dah. Share secret and gossiping about people. That's us. Believe it or not this guy sangat obses with Ugly Betty and Desperate Housewives (So do I). It's so lame but who care's btw. He always be there for me kalau Raz ada masalah. Loves u man.-P/s:not in gay way!hahahahahahahah. Hopefully we will friends forever and i will sing for free at your wedding.Hahahahahaha

Azeem Mohammad

Love this person so much.(also not in a gay way). Azeem and I been friends since form 1 lagi. He is the longest friendship i ever have. Thanks to you~! He is my bowling buddy and lepaking buddy at night when we are totally hungry and obviously u can know it by looking at the picture.Hahahahahaha. Always worries about his hair. I dunno why!hehehehehe. He's going to fly to Aussie or maybe i dunno where it is next year. I'm going to miss u so much azeem. Enjoy the time with him still we can. Jom party. One major thing i want to share about azeem is he is really nice,good and caring friend. He will leave a party if one of his friends have a probs.
What you've done to me i will remember forever and ever.

Elly Rose . Azlyn Fauzi . Aiman Syazwan

Apa la Raz nak merapu pasal diaorang ni. Let me start one by one.

Elly
Budak ni suka posing.hahahaha. Dia part time model in Penang. Maybe?(jangan marah yea) The best partner in crime ever. We talk and gossiping everyday. Takpernah boring pun. We only kenal each other baru one year but sometimes Raz and Elly feel like we know each other since forever. Dia kakak paling sporting even though lain mak and ayah plus we same age.Hehehehehehe. Obses makan roti canai bila lepak kat mamak. Our same hobby is lepaking in starbucks sambil checking out people around us. Hahahahahahaha. Looking forward to meet you this week.

Azlyn
Budak ni Raz kenal dia dah lama since standard one lagi. The best and unforgetabble memory dgn dia masa kitaorg standard four. We entered singing contest together and duet a song called "Bunga Berkembang"
i know its sound sangat lawak but that was one of the happiest time in my life. Until now kitaorang close mcm adik beradik.

Aiman
One word to describe this person. Senior! Aiman is my senior in Mass Comm. Dia sekarang ambik degree in Public relation. Abang kepada Elly yang sangat cool. We share the same interest which is Gossip Girl.Hahahahahahaha. Dia ni pun is a good listener. Always treat me like his brother. And one thing you should know Aiman can read my mind so fast especially about hot people. Aiman has lot lots of hot friends which i loving it.
:)

I have so many people to write about. Will keep it updating!
i love penang so much!
:)xoxoxoox

Gossip Girl Music

2009-06-06T05:15:00.000-07:00

At first i think Gossip Girl is the lamest series ever but a pilot of it changes everything. I really really loving it! Still haven't finished yet though the series but i'm incrediblyfall in love with all the songs inside the Gossip Girl. Here are the songs that move me in the Gossip Girl.

Season 1

Episode 1 - "The Pilot"

"Young Folks" by Peter Bjorn and John
"If It's Lovin That You Want" by Rihanna
"What Goes Around Comes Around" by Justin Timberlake
"Diamond Hipster Boy" by Washington Social Club Diamond
"Back To Black" by Amy Winehouse
"Hang Me Up To Dry" By Cold War Kids
"Photograph" by Air
"Hard To Live In The City" by Albert Hammond Jr.
"The Way I Are" by Timbaland
"Go" By Hanson
"Don't Matter" by Akon
"The Gift" by Angels and Airwaves

Episode 2 - "The Wild Brunch"

"Hit Me Up" by Gia Farell
"Shut Up And Drive " by Rihanna
"When Did Your Heart Go Missing" by Rooney
"Ballad of Gus and Sam" by Ferraby Lionheart
"Tell Me About It" by Joss Stone
"The Queen And I" by Gym Class Heros
"Believe" by The Bravery

Episode 3 - "Poison Ivy"

"Glamorous" by Constance Billard Choir
"I Got It From My Momma" by will.I.am
"Can't Be Happening" by The Marlows
"Raise Your Hand" by The Lights
"I feel It All" by Feist
"Dusk Till Dawn" by Ladyhawke

Episode 4 - "Bad News Blair"

"Moon River" by Henry Mancini
"Make It Bounce" by Invisible Men
"The Focus" by X5
"Tambourine" by Eve
"Candy Store" by Miss Eighty6
"Till The Sun Comes Up" by Miss Eighty6
"Until You Can't" by Alana D
"Bounce Back" by Miss Eighty 6
"Beautiful Girls" by Sean Kingston

Episode 5 - "Dare Devil"

"There's A Pot Brewin" by Little Ones
"Rockstar LP" by Prima J
"Came To Dance" by Cadence Blaze
"Ringing In My Eyes" by Two Hours Traffic
"Whine Up" by Kat Deluna
"I'm Doing It Again" by All Wrong & The Plans Change
"Mama I'm Coming Home" by Ozzy Osbourne
"Get Ur Party On" by Zooland

Episode 6 - "The Handmaiden's Tale"

"Kiss Kiss" by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
"Guess Who" by Nekta
"Take It To The Top" by 5 Alarm
"The La La Song" by Sofi J
"Nasty Funky Crazy" by Becca Styles
"Ring a Ling" by Miss Eighty 6
"Timebomb" by Beck
"Happy Ending" by Mika

Episode 7 - "Victor, Victrola"

"With Me" By Sum 41
"Stripper" By Soho Dolls
"So The Say" By Classic
"Ballad Of An Easy" By David McConnel
"Release" By Miss Eighty 6
"Second Hand Lovers" John Ralston
"Just Love" By Warren
"Photograph" By Air
"Girl I Told Ya" By Valeria Ft. Aria
"Whatever" By Elliot Smith

Episode 8 - "Seventeen Candles"

"One Week Of Danger" By The Virgins
"Your Birthday" By The Shapes
"Love Is Colder Than.." By The Virgins
"Rich Girls" By The Virgins
"Feathers" By Two Hours Traffic
"Nice Buddy" By Puffy Ami Yumi
"How We Breathe" By Pinback
"Fernando Pando" By The Virgins
"Freebird" By CAST
"Inside Out" By Miss Eighty 6
"How Does It Feel" By Eskimo Joe
"Kissing Song" By Dawn Landes
"Radio Christine" By The Virgins

Episode 9 - "Blair Waldorf Must Pie"

"Promiscuos" By Nelly Furtado
"Recurring" By Bonobo
"Here It Goes Again" By OK GO
"Grand Opening" By Will Dailey
"La Ritounelle (Dan Mix) By Sebastian Tellier
"Today" By Stick Boy
"Nolita Fairytale" By Vanessa Carlton

Episode 10 - "High Society"

"Comin' Home Baby" By Mel Torme
"Secret (Piano Version)" By The Pierces
"You're a Wolf" By High Society
"Pretty Please" By Lissa
"What For" By Rooney
"Secret" By The Pierces
"3 wishes" By The Pierces
"Apologize" By Timbaland ft.

Episode 11 - "Roman Holiday"

"Santa Baby" By CAST
"O Christmas" By The Plush Interiors
"Making Good Time" By Two Hours Traffic
"Christmas Alphabet" By McGuire Sisters
"Christmaskwanakah" By The Dan Band
"Deck The Halls" By The Republic Tigers
"The General Specific" By Band of Horses
"All That I Want" By The Weepies

Episode 12 - "School Lies"

"Oh Yeah" By Moby
"Someone Great" By LCD Soundsystem
"Come Flash All..." By The Filthy Youth
"Orange" By The Filthy Youth
"Breakfast in NYC" By Oppenheimer
"Come Home" By One Republic
"Cross The River" By La Rocca

Episode 13 - "A Thin Line Between Chuck and Nate"

"Got Ur Number" By Nadia Oh.
"The Dark Side Of Indoor Track Meets" By Falling Up.
"You'll Change" By Machine Translations.
"Where There's Gold" By Dashboard Confessional.
"The Air We Breathe" By Figurines.
"Goodbye" By Dan Cray Trio.
"Happily Never After" By Nicole Scherzinger.

Episode 14 - "The Blair Bitch Project"

"Moon River" by Henry Mancini.
"Eucalyptus" by The Deadly Syndrome.
"Feeling Better" by The Teenagers.
"Back Seat Taxi" by Silver Moneyl.
"Drive Me Crazy" by Miss Eighty 6.
"On The Run" by Classic.
"Rippin' Up The Disco" by Kylie Minogue.
"Sour Cherry" by The Kills.

Episode 15 - "Desperately Seeking Serena"

"Panic" by Phantom Planet.
"Campus" by Vampire Weekend.
"Crimewave" by Crystal Castles VS HEALTH.
"Nice Sweet Sexy" by Difx Ft. Imperio & Cru.
"Elevator" by Flo Rida.
"We Started Nothing" by The Ting Tings.

Episode 16 - "All About My Brother"

"Say (All I need)" by One Republic.
"Paralyzer" by Finger Eleven.
"U.R.A. Fever" by The Kills.
"Shut Up Let Me Go" by The Ting Tings.

Episode 17 - "Woman On The Verge"

"Cities in the Dust" by Junkie XL.
"Off the Wall" by Cham Pain.
"Fight Song" by The Republic Tigers.
"Stay" by The Lisa Loeb.
"Hook and Line" by The Kills.

Episode 18 - "Much 'I Do' About Nothing"

"Beautiful World" by Carolina Liar.
"Do You Wanna" by The Kooks.
"Time To Pretend" by MGMT.
"The Ice Is Getting Thinner" by Death Cab For Cutie.

» Season 2

Episode 1 - "Summer Kind of Wonderful"

"Buzzin'" by Shwayze.
"Fell In Love Without You" by Motion City Soundtrack.
"Crazy" by Jem.
"Google Me" by Teyana Taylor.
"Papparazzi" by Lady Gaga.

Episode 2 - "Never Been Marcused"

"Boy In A Rock N' Roll..." by The Pierces.
"Tell Me A Lie" by The Fratellis.
"Cat Piano" by Seabear.
"Creator" by Santogold.
"New York I Love You..." by LCD Soundsystem.

Episode 3 - "The Dark Night"

"Lights Out" by Santogold.
"It's A Lot" by The 88.
"Like Knives" by The Fashion.
"I Can Feel A Hot One" by Manchester Orchestra.
"Closer" by Ne-Yo.

Episode 4 - "The Ex Files"

"My Morning Tide" by The Little Ones.
"Good Day" by Nappy Roots.
"The Observer" by Chris Chavez.
"Buildings And Mountains" by The Republic Tigers.
"Electric Feel" by MGMT.
"Please Remain Calm" by Cloud Cult.
"Shove It" by Santogold.

Episode 5 - "The Serena Also Rises"

"Conor Oberst" by The NYC Gone Gone.
"The Republic Tigers" by Made Concrete.
"Lady Gaga" by Poker Face.
"Duke Spirit" by This Ship Was Built to Last.
"Nous Non Plus!" by Fille Atomique.
"Phantom Planet" by Raise the Dead.

Episode 6 - "New Haven Can Wait"

"The Wake Up Song" by The Submarines.
"White Diamonds" by The Friendly Fires.
"Wooden Heart" by The Duke Spirit.
"Time Is Running Out" by The Section Quartet.
"Dragstrip Girl" by Jamie Blake.

Episode 7 - "Chuck in Real Life"

"Snowflakes" by White Apple Tree.
"Lies" by The Black Keys.
"City Nights" by Alain Whyte.
"NYC Streets" by Alain Whyte.
"Martini Lounge" by Alain Whyte.
"One Week of Danger" by The Virgins.
"Hard Times" by Mildred Anderson.
"Sea Out" by Guillemots.

Episode 8 - "Pret-A-Poor-J"

"Crash & Burn Girl" by Robyn.
"Partie Traumatic" by The Black Kids.
"With Light Therels Hope" by Princess One Point Five.
"Walking In The Streets" by Mad Staring Eyes.
"Robot Talk" by Alain Whyte.
"How Soon Is Now" by Tatu.
"Dark Is One Fire" by Turin Brakes.

Episode 9 - "There Might Be Blood"

"Robot Talk" by Alain Whyte.
"How Soon Is Now" by Tatu.
"Dark Is On Fire" by Turin Brakes.
"Sheena Is A Punk Rocker" by Thurston Moore and Jemina Pearl.
"The Host's A Parasite" by The Henry Clay People.
"The Air Is All Around You, Baby" by Porterville.
"Somos Un Papel" by Kinky.
"At The Club" by Alain Whyte.
"The Moment's Over" by Death Ray.
"No New Tales To Tell" by Love an Rockets.

Episode 10 - "Bonfire of the Vanity"

"Let You Down" by Alain Whyte.
"Sex On Fire" by Kings Of Leon.
"Wake Up There's A..." by Doug Burr.
"Closer" by Kings Of Leon.
"Echo" by Cyndi Lauper.
"Be Somebody" by Kings Of Leon.
"Manhattan" by Alain Whyte.
"What Is A Life" by Youth Group.
"Shooting War" by We Know Plato.

Episode 11 - "The Magnificent Archibalds"

"My Only Offer" by Mates of State.
"Bad Man's World" by Jenny Lewis.
"Ice Cream Shout Version" by Sound of Arrows.
"I'm A Slave For You" by Britney Spears.
"Reasons to Sing" by The Crash.

Episode 12 - "It's A Wonderful Lie"

"Lady jesus" by The Asteroids Galaxy Tour.
"Sexual Riot" by The Metros.
"Steady" by Alain Whyte.
"The Sun Ain't Shining..." by The Asteroids Galaxy Tour.
"Breakdown" by Dearheart.
"I Had To Turn Out All..." by The Asteroids Galaxy Tour.
"Hero" by The Asteroids Galaxy Tour.

Episode 13 - "Oh Brother, Where Bart Thou?"

"Signs" by Bloc Party.
"The Mourning Son" by Xu Xu Fang.
"Everytime" by Lincoln Hawk.
"Biko" by Bloc Party.
"These Days" by Xu Xu Fang.
"Slow Show" by The National.

Episode 14 - "In the Realm of the Basses"

"No One Does It Like You" by Department of Eagles.
"Who's Crying" by The Temporary Thing.
"Like A Spoke on a Wheel" by The Little Ones.
"Scarlet" by Magic Bullets.
"I'm Not Cool" by Sohodolls.
"Mayday" by Unkle feat. The Duke Spirit.
"Ricochet!" by Shiny Toy Guns.
"My Crown" by The Sugar Migration.
"E.S.T." by White Lies.

Episode 15 - "Gone with the Will"

"Mirror Error" by The Faint.
"No, You Girls Never Know" by Franz Ferdinand.
"Watchmen, What's Left..." by Greycoats.
"If You Could See Me Now" by Dan Crey Trio.

Episode 16 - "You've Got Yale"

"Mexican Dogs" by Cold War Kids.
"Against Privacy" by Cold War Kids.
"The Double" by We Fell To Earth.

Episode 17 - "Carnal Knowledge"

"A New Day" by Will.I.Am.
"Evil In" by AN.
"Mission Control" by Dandy Warhols.
"Coming Home Again" by Needers & Givers.
"Kiss Me Again" by Jessica Lee Mayfield.
"Cut From Your Existence" by Brighton, MA.
"With A Heavy Heart" by Doss It Offend You, Yeah?

Episode 18 - "The Age of Dissonance"

"Hong Kong Garden" by Siouxsie & The Banshees.
"North London Trash" by Razorlight.
"Kiss Me at the Gate" by The New Monarchs.

Episode 19 - "The Grandfather"

"Be Alright" by Vienne.
"Kids" by MGMT.
"Band-Air for a Fracture" by One Silver Astronaut.
"I Can Make You Feel It" by Home Video.

Episode 20 - "The Remains of the J"

"Baby Boombox" by The Handcuffs.
"Gone away" by Sorta.
"Money Honey" by Lady Gaga.
"The Tricky Part" by Two Hours Traffic.
"Dance Till Dawn" by Hearts Revolution.
"Hit Form The (Radio Edit)" by Mongrel.
"Lights Off" by The Dears.

Episode 21 - "Seder Anything"

"Graffitti Eyes" by Stellastarr.
"Is You Is Or Is You...(Remix)" by Dinah Washington.
"Whatever Lola Wants (Remix)" by Sarah Vaughan and Gotan Project.
"Right Round" by Flo Rida.
"Runaway" by Yeah Yeah Yeahs.

Episode 22 - "Southern Gentlemen Prefer Blondes"

"Some How" by Downsyde.
"Waters Of March" by Anya Marina.
"Is this Sound Ok?" by Coconut Records.
"Your Way" by Xu Xu Fang.
"URA Fever" by The Kills.

Episode 23 - "The Wrath of Con"

"Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh" by Say Hi.
"Heart's a Mess" by Gotye.

Episode 24 - "Valley Girls"

"Destination Unknown" by Missing Persons.
"I want a New Drug" by Huey Lewis & The News.
"Mirror In the Bathroom" by The English Beat.
"I Melt With You" by Modern English.
"Dancing With Myself" by Billy Idol.
"Stand qnd Deliver" by No Doubt.
"52 Girls" by B-52's.
"I Hate the Rich" by The Dills.
"Blue Monday" by New Order.
"The Safety Dance" by Men Without Hats.

Episode 25 - "The Goodbye Gossip Girl"

"The Future Is Where" by The Hotpipes.
"The Stars Just Blink for Us" by Say Hi.
"Season of Love" by Shiny Top Guns.
"I just Wanna Be Free Man" by The Handcuffs.
"Zero" by Yeah Yeah Yeahs.
"November Was White..." by Say Hi.
"The Summer" by Coconut Records.

Beginning of The Alley Boy

2009-06-06T02:56:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone.....

Raz here starting a new blog called The Alley boy which i think i am! Hehehehe

Previously i'm using another blog which only some of my friends know about the existence. In my old blog, i use to have a sweet and adorable person to write about but now i guess i need to start looking for many new pieces of music to write about in my new blog.

Catch up with all new hip things i will write about......

Chow!