The beginning of a new ending

Nothing make sense kan title post Raz kali ni.

It make lots of sense to me.

It is the ending of something that i'll never get a chance to begin with.

I have tried to make someone to love me really bad. At the end, who i am to do so.

It's really breaking my heart but i cant make you love me even i tried so damn hard.

U aint going to love me for who i am.

Ending the journey of trying make someone to love me.

But well, it is a new trigger beginning to me.

Uitm stuff and result will be out soon on 10th December. Takut yang teramat for the result.

Going to finish my diploma instead of flying away to the future using fast track programme.

:)

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Semakin hari, masa berlalu. Hari berganti hari, bulan berganti bulan dan tahun berganti tahun namun aku masih tidak dapat melupakan kau. Entahla, banyak orang kata aku bodoh sebab masih sayangkan kau. Semakin jauh aku lari, semakin terasa dekat untuk aku melafazkan aku cinta kan kau. Yea! Aku tidak pernah mengungkap kata cinta aku kepada kau. Kau tahu aku amat menyanyai dirimu sepenuhnya. Mesti people wondering why la Raz so poyo tulis ayat2 P Ramlee dalam blog dia.

Nak buat macam mana. Dah raz sayang kat dia. Takkan nak tulis pasal budak bodoh yang preteding dalam hot ballon.

Why i am so unlucky when it comes to love and life?
Kawan? Sayang diaorg sangat2 walaupun some of them rasa Raz paling annoying dalam dunia.
I love all of you even though ada yang kata euwwwwwwww(Tahu kan saper?hehehehe) SAyang dia sangat.Kawan yang paling euwwww tapi paling best dalam uitm.

Aku dapat tahu orang yang aku sayang memang apa yang aku sangkakan dari dulu. Tapi dia keep denying bila malam tadi aku menanyakan soalan itu kepadanya.

Ya Allah! ADakah ini dugaan yang kau berikan kepada hambamu yang lemah ini.

Happy birthday aunty

Happy birthday aunty Naima.
May allah bless you and have a wonderful life with fantastic group of friends :p
Sorry i cant celebrate your birthday sekali because Raz dah break up dengan ur anak.
Even though kita baru kenal 2 semester, thanks jadi kawan Razaleigh Zain sebab bukan ramai yang suka kawan dengan Raz.
Nak jugak simpati masa birthday orang!Hahahahahaha


Happy Birthday love.............
xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxo

Life masa Syawal

Selamat Hari Raya. Lewat giler Raz update my blog pasal Raya. This raya was the first raya i have to menghadap my lappy dgn tonnes of assignments. Tension giler. Kali ni raya simple je. The most important thing is Raz dapat celebrate with my whole family. Duit raya for this year alhamdulillah!I save it la first so nanti cuti semester i will have money to spend.

Ym my companion during the time Raz buat assignments. Sangat best bila ada someone teman you all night buat assignments. Merepek together, Make fun of each other, Talk about life and dreams but benda tu semua last for a week je kut. Now dia lebih suka maki and hina Raz. Lantak la dia nak buat apa. Raz dah malas dengan benda macam ni. It was a friendship and nothing else. Entahla why dia dapat vibes macam Raz suka kat dia. Biar je la........

Assignments sumpah susah. Journalism dah settle even though kena tolak 3 markah. Gaduh sana sini dengan groupmates. Phycho pun dah settle :) Photo 7 pictures pun dah settle and tinggal storyboard je to be done. Yang lain tinggal PR group assignment, journ invidual assignment and Graphic. Damn scary la nak present Graphic. Hopefully dapat present and siap it well la.

Love? Ada ke masalahnye. Entah la.........Crush someone during Raya yes but BIG NO to me because memang benda tak leh jadi. Before raya and untill now ada crush kat someone but entah la.Pening kepala nak fikir. Suka pun susah, tak suka pun susah but top up comel la. Now my old old love story datang balik. Dah 3 hari we keep messaging and tadi pun lepak jap. Lagi satu benda buat pening.

Special mention : Someone yang betul2 Raz sayang dah quit UITM. Dia pun dah bg tahu the reason why dia stop. Hopefully dia ambil langkah yang bijak and achieve all dia punya dreams.AMIN

My letter to editor got published :)

My letter to editor got published in two major publication. The Star and Asia one news.com :)

Thursday September 24, 2009

Yasmin is the icon of 1Malaysia

WITHIN 100 days of Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak becoming Prime Minister, we have seen notable changes. 1Malaysia has been introduced to Malaysians, to unite the various races and religions, to forge unity and form a strong bond among us.

Every day we see Malaysians of all races gathering at their favourite mamak stall to have their daily dose of roti canai and teh tarik after long hours at the office.

Back in the old days, we never discriminated against anyone on account of skin colour or racial background; we played and studied together and enjoyed together as one multi-racial group.

All of these good values can be found in the work of the late director Yasmin Ahmad. She has always pictured us as 1Malaysia and has showed us the true meaning of 1Malaysia a long time ago, through her work from Rabun to Talentime.

She started the whole 1Malaysia spirit even before it became a thrust policy of the new administration. Why the change in perception and interest in her works after 1Malaysia has been introduced?

Is it because of the new thrust policy from the new administration is on the same track as her ideologies or works, or are people just starting to realise the real meaning of 1Malaysia?

I remember her first feature film released to the public, Sepet. It was one of the most controversial movies in the Malaysian film industry.

She took a different tack, challenging her audiences to disregard the differences in race between her characters. The issue drew strong reaction from the public and media.

After her death, a private television station aired all of her films throughout the week.

Now we see things differently. It is already 52 years of independence for Malaysia. Society has started to handle issues in a positive manner. It shows how her works have changed people’s perceptions.

I hope we will appreciate her effort to promote unity among the races in Malaysia. Yasmin Ahmad is the real icon of 1Malaysia.

RAZALEIGH ZAIN,
Bayan Baru.

I’ve Got A Crush On You

Ive got a crush on you, sweetie pie
All the day and night-time give me sigh
I never had the least notion that
I could fall with so much emotion

Could you coo, could you care
For a cunning cottage we could share
The world will pardon my mush
cause I have got a crush on you

but why?
why you with all the people.......
i cant and its a crime ina friendship if i've a crush on you

Not so cuti Raya

First of all, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin. But kali ni tak macam cuti raya sangat la.....Banyak giler deadline kena kejar after cuti nie. Journalism tak buat interview lagi. Entahla diaorg nak tunggu sampai christmas kut. Selamat all the photoshoot untuk storyboard dah settle. Now nak edit ja. Graphic please dont anyone ask me how the progress.

Anyway again.

Happy Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin