Sunday, May 30, 2010

Sendiri

Betul cakap orang, aku tak pernah buat sesuatu untuk kebahagiaan orang lain. Aku selalu mementingkan siri sendiri tanpa memikirkan perasaan orang lain. Aku sendiri susah nak memahami diri aku dan apa yang aku inginkan sebenarnya. Mungkin aku terlalu buta kerana sebelum ni aku belum pernah ada orang pernah mengucapkan kata cinta sehingga kau tiba dan aku sanggup melupakan semua apa yang aku ada dalam hidup ni terutama orang2 yang aku sayangi. Semua sekarang dah berlalu. Biarla ia menjadi suatu rahsia yang indah dan memedihkan bagi aku.
Aku redha apa yang jadi semua. Semua bermula dengan aku dan aku harus hidup dengan kesilapan yang aku telah lakukan. Aku mohon keampunan kepada -Mu Tuhan dan ingin sangat aku melakukan sesuatu yang baik walaupun sekali dalam hidup aku. Kita pun tidak tahu perjalanan kita di dunia ini akan berakhir bila. Aku hanya manusia biasa...........

A great lesson in my life

Wow, this week is been sweet and hell to me. Felling guilty to someone your love is not good. But at the end, you have made shit to your buddy, soon u will realized u love your buddy more than anything in this world. I ended up everything before it's too late. Let it be my dirty little secret like AAR's group always said. Fall for stupid trap again and again and again. I'm just a human being yang tak sempurna. I do have to learn from what i've done wrong so far in my life. Last night i can't sleep thinking of this. Hopefully after all of these things have happened to me will make me a better person. Insyallah :)

Monday, May 24, 2010

Smile can makes someone loves you :)


Love doesn't come as you plan, it comes all so sudden without you realising it


Smile can makes someone loves you

Di kala ku kehilangan
Di dalam kegelapan
Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk
Di kala ku kesedihan
Kau ukirkan senyuman

Dengan penuh sabar memujuk
Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh
Seandainya hari esok runtuhnya langit dijunjung
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku
Seandainya hari esok dunia dilanda gelora
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Di kala aku tak pasti
Kau tampil dengan berani
Membimbing agar lebih yakin
Dan bila hidup penuh soalan
Kau berikan jawapan
Melengkap semua kekurangan

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh
Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu hidup tanpa doronganmu

Monday, May 3, 2010

Razaleigh's most common mistakes can make before building a relationship :D

kadang2 we fall in love and starting to get into a relationship
mesti ada je mistake or slack yg kita buat untill
kita x dapat org kita nak
so

I think if there should be a theory about failure in getting into a relationship, it should be called Razaleigh's most common mistakes can make before building a relationship :D

Will update the fabulous common mistakes of mine soon

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Rasa

What do we know about rasa? Taste? Feeling? Heart? or Love? It's not easy when it comes to a part where we need to think and make a choice. What kind of choices do we have? Sometimes there is no choice in life that we can choose. The road and our path of life have been written since the day we were born. We cry whenever we want to.

Tapi kadang - kadang kita tend to feel that we in love with someone. Is it love, lust or just a sweet crsuh? Entahla kan. Susah and it is really subjective. Kadang - kadang kita yakin that person is meant to be with us but we need to look at the mirror which show you the reality of life and how it works.

Semua orang boleh rasa apa yang diaorang nak rasa. For me rasa paling indah bila kita jumpa orang yang kita sayang tapi at the end we have to let the person we care so much go. There's not even near to getting into a relationship but we know that person is the one we fall for. No matter what happened in life before we need to keep looking forward for our own benefit and future. Trust me, the only way to get what you want in life is by letting all your past behind.



Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Counting days

I wish i could tell you before i'm going back to PENANG :)