Dream

I dream to be an engineer.

I dream to be an astronaut.

I dream to be a teacher.

I always wanted to make one wish. A wish that one day all my dreams may come true. Everything for me right now is blurry. I don't even have any clue what is going to happen tomorrow. What do i really want actually in my life? I'm blessed with a loving family and a good education. I'm so passionate about anything to do with movies and music. I guess it's already in my DNA since my father obsessed with karaoke. I remember when my siblings and I were small, he always took us to watch movies in the cinema and bought lots of karaoke cds. He even recorded us using his big video camera and audiotapes. I really wish i could go back to that time which everything was easy for me.

Everything has changed tremendously in my life now. People always says that once you have step your foot in university, it is like a huge step for you to make your dream come true. Maybe they are right with that quote but for me you can achieve what you want and make your dream comes true without going to University. Education is subjective. We can get it everywhere and anyplace. However, parents always be skeptical about this matter. For them sending their children to university can make them a better person. I guess so but there is always somewhere wrong about that saying. Opportunity that has been given to them by government sometimes being used a key to enjoyment. What do i mean by enjoyment? Well, those who are born in rich and wealthy family may think education is like more to hobby rather a key to achieve dreams. I write this because i'm concern and what things to be different, not that I'm smart or anything. People perception is very hard to know.

Talking about perception. What it has to do with dream? Perception may kills your dream sometimes. Skeptical about someone work or masterpiece is a big yes to a key of failure. Why do i say this kind of thing? It's always a reason behind every word. Let it be a great mystery to me because i couldn't even give the answer. The most important thing is always believe in yourself. No matter how harsh people talked and criticized you or your work, take it as pieces of puzzle that can complete your life as a valuable and successful person. Always believe in what you have done because at the end of the day, it is hard to convey people how valuable your work are. Everything that we have done in this world, it is a part of lesson to make us a better person in the future.

This already at fourth paragraph and there is no conclusion when we talked about dream. I dream big and wild. I don't care what people may say to me. They might think that i'm to ambitious and they also might say please live my life in a reality world instead living my life in a wonderland. To be imaginative about thing might happen in the future is not forbidden. We have to dream big in order to create a storyline of life. I have nothing to hide when i talked about dream. Imagination plays a big role in dream. Sometimes we have to dream beyond than our imagination. Limitation is for those who love to step into the world of failure.

2 Months.........

It's been quite some times sejak Raz update my blog. Last two weeks dah masuk semester baru and everything is new for me this semester. I don't know what to say whether it is a good change or what. I miss my old time. Like before waking up in the morning surround with people that i love.

Actually i have tonnes of things to write but entahlaaaaa. Sakit kepala nak fikir. Biar la. Later i'll continue

OMG! Ashman Mahfudz's Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE WORLD GREATEST DIVA AND MY BEST FRIEND

ASHMAN MAHFUDZ

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE DEAR.

FASHION EDITOR I GUESS

GO PUBLISHING

:)

Sendiri

Betul cakap orang, aku tak pernah buat sesuatu untuk kebahagiaan orang lain. Aku selalu mementingkan siri sendiri tanpa memikirkan perasaan orang lain. Aku sendiri susah nak memahami diri aku dan apa yang aku inginkan sebenarnya. Mungkin aku terlalu buta kerana sebelum ni aku belum pernah ada orang pernah mengucapkan kata cinta sehingga kau tiba dan aku sanggup melupakan semua apa yang aku ada dalam hidup ni terutama orang2 yang aku sayangi. Semua sekarang dah berlalu. Biarla ia menjadi suatu rahsia yang indah dan memedihkan bagi aku.

Aku redha apa yang jadi semua. Semua bermula dengan aku dan aku harus hidup dengan kesilapan yang aku telah lakukan. Aku mohon keampunan kepada -Mu Tuhan dan ingin sangat aku melakukan sesuatu yang baik walaupun sekali dalam hidup aku. Kita pun tidak tahu perjalanan kita di dunia ini akan berakhir bila. Aku hanya manusia biasa...........

A great lesson in my life

Wow, this week is been sweet and hell to me. Felling guilty to someone your love is not good. But at the end, you have made shit to your buddy, soon u will realized u love your buddy more than anything in this world. I ended up everything before it's too late. Let it be my dirty little secret like AAR's group always said. Fall for stupid trap again and again and again. I'm just a human being yang tak sempurna. I do have to learn from what i've done wrong so far in my life. Last night i can't sleep thinking of this. Hopefully after all of these things have happened to me will make me a better person. Insyallah :)

Smile can makes someone loves you :)

Love doesn't come as you plan, it comes all so sudden without you realising it

Smile can makes someone loves you

Di kala ku kehilangan

Di dalam kegelapan

Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk

Di kala ku kesedihan

Kau ukirkan senyuman

Dengan penuh sabar memujuk

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh

Seandainya hari esok runtuhnya langit dijunjung

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku

Seandainya hari esok dunia dilanda gelora

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Di kala aku tak pasti

Kau tampil dengan berani

Membimbing agar lebih yakin

Dan bila hidup penuh soalan

Kau berikan jawapan

Melengkap semua kekurangan

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu hidup tanpa doronganmu

Razaleigh's most common mistakes can make before building a relationship :D

kadang2 we fall in love and starting to get into a relationship

mesti ada je mistake or slack yg kita buat untill

kita x dapat org kita nak

so

I think if there should be a theory about failure in getting into a relationship, it should be called Razaleigh's most common mistakes can make before building a relationship :D

Will update the fabulous common mistakes of mine soon