Happy Life

Saja ja previous post buat sedih2 sikit. Razaleigh Zain kan full of drama. Ashman selalu cakap kalau buka dictionary, cari word gedik and mengada nanti keluarla my name. Heheheheh. Always love you :) Now raz in Penang and going back to lendu later tonight. Penat sangat this semester. Lari sana here and there. Soalan journalism dah diapproved and we are the first group kut. Entahla...Saper kisah as long kerja jalan. Ada assignment phycho and Public relation yang kena submit sebelum cuti raya. This mean lagi 2 minggu, to be exact 15 days to go. This week Raz kena settle photo untuk photo gallery. Study lagi sebab on the 7th dah mid semester exam. Mintak2 boleh score with flying colours. Green mesti include :) Well, cuti 4 days in Penang amat memenatkan. Shoting sana sini. Hujan 24/7. Hopefully minggu ni i can sit down and think about my assignments and perhaps jumpa budak top up i guess. Peace :p

Sepi

Bisikku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku
kekasihku syurgaku
Tanpa dia
Malam menemani aku
Sepi memelukku

Sayangku
cinta kita ibarat mata air yang mengalir
menusuk kalbu
mendakap mesra
menghangat jiwa
Kukuhnya cinta aku kepadamu tiada badai bisa memisah
Kukuhnya cinta aku akan ku bawa ke akhir hayat...............

I love you. Now you are so happy with someone else. Selama aku kenal kau, ni la kali pertama aku nampak kau sangat happy. Mungkin aku tak boleh membuatkan kau bahagia seperti dia. Those time we had akan aku ingat sampai bila-bila. Satu saja permintaan aku, tolong jangan lupa aku :)

Fly away piece by piece

Slowly Raz rasa semua semakin berubah. Day by day, month by month and year by year semua semakin berubah. Raz kadang-kadang tak sedar semua ini berlaku. Raz pernah sayang Shu dan semua sekarang dah tinggal kenangan. Now i say it out loud. Our friendship sekarang dah hilang. Bila Raz masuk uitm, hoping to start everything new. But kuasa tuhan i met someone and again benda yang jadi kat Raz masa form 3 happened once again. But this time Raz sayang dia more deeper than i ever felt before. Tapi as i said, my luck belum sampai masanya. This not work out. Tapi bagi Raz la, orang tu seorang manusia yang sangat baik. Mungkin i will never find someone dah macam ni lagi. Now plak kawan Raz dah ada new groupie. Why should i jeles at the place? I love her as a friend and not more than that. and again the question is why Raz patut jeles dengan dia. Or maybe Raz memang sayang dia dari first time i lay my eyes on her. Perasan Raz je kut. I still hoping dia akan jumpa someone yang boleh sayang dia. I know i cant give her happiness. That's why i'll never say it clearly that i love her i guees! Bodoh kan. Sayang orang pun boleh guessing2 lagi. Overall my life here in lendu will be a historical things that ever happened to me in my life. I wish someday i will find someone will cheerish my day till the end of time. Hopefully kan.

Minggu yang colourful

Hello semua. Lama Raz dah update blog ni. Busy giler la dengan assignments. Lari sana lari sini. Sediyh here and there. Cuti seminggu dengan H1N1. Banyak sangat benda-benda yang happening, memenatkan and terkejut pun ader. Let me start one by one.

1. Birthday Dayang Atul
Happy birthday atul. I hope u love my card. I hope our friendship will last forever.


2. Cuti H1N1
Uitm ni memang memeningkan kepala. Asala tak bagi cuti awal-awal and tunggu semua sakit baru nak cuti. Selamat la Uitm yuran murah,if not i wont come here to study. Statement melampau ja. :). Yang paling interesting faculty mass comm bg assignment pasal H1n1 untuk mass commers je. The reason is Our Datuk (tak kena saman k sebab no name mentioned) nak sebagai rujukan. Whatever la.Boring dengan drama orang-orang mcm ni.


3. Sediyh bila listen to sad songs :(
Raz will never change la kut or even move on kan. That one night after comforting one of my friend(senior) pasal hal sembilu dia with kawan Raz, suddenly Raz lak yang emo teringatkan someone yang sekarang ni sangat happy with someone else. Raz xpernah geram kat dia. Itu yang patut dia lakukan. Mencari happiness with the person yang dia sayang.

4. Al- Fatihah Allahyarham Yasmin Ahmad
Raz sangat terkejut and maybe the whole world pasal pemergian seorang yang berbakat di muka bumi ni. Permergian beliau amat dirasai sgt. I love all of her movies so damn much. From Sepet to Talentime, all her movies sangat best. After this dah xde saper boleh menggatikan tempat beliau. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. AL-FATIHAH.

Life

I know what i'm going to write dah boring sangat for people to baca. But,Raz still a human being. How many times sekali pun i said i dont want to write about that person,still i will keep writing. I've talked to friends about this. Even at a point raz cry in front of Ash and people thought i was crying for Mj. Why raz should love dia so much sampai macam ni? I know i cant touch you and make you love me. Entah la.....I've wrote in my blog before yang raz will going to forget about that person sampai bila-bila tapi as i keep distance myself dari dia, my love build lagi stronger. Bayangkan la everyday i bump and jumpa dia. Saper tak tension! I love you so much la beb. I know i will not have you and find my true love. Dah macam satu curse for me. I just have to live my life as usual la even though i've heard dia dah move on with someone and apparently they have their own theme song. WTF? You know i can read that in your facebook. However at last, bukan my right nak mengamuk or jelous.Who am i to jelous sedangkan dia not even care pasal raz. I love you but you dont even care pasal my feeling. Kalau nak kata you dont even know i've fall for you, you bluff me la. We almost talked about this but nak kata apa. I screwed it up. Razaleigh Zain. Saper tak kenal dia. Suka buat bagus and rasa dia super duper hot. Always deny every thing yang orang cakap pasal dia even it is so damn true. Sekarang padan muka to me. Now dia dah move on so i should let it be la. Why i should be so sombong bila dia say hi on my first day in semester 3. I'm so stupid kan. Now, langsung dia tak nak cakap with me. Tapi since forever dia xpernah care pun. After all we've been through even though in facebook sekali pun, you just pretend macam xpernah jadi apa sekalipun. The last 6 months is the best time in my life. we share everything. From our favourite drinks to our ultimate ambition in life. I will appreciate it forever. I will save all the memories inside my heart. POYO? Memang raz suka buat teruk.

:)

Smile

Smile,
though your heart is aching
Smile,
even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile
and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile

Lendu

Argh.......
Raz dah ada sini almost a week dah. Sorry sebab lama tak update. Been so busy.Dengan class and drama in my life.Tired sgt.Sangat rindu all my friends in Penang. Lyssa went back to Penang this week but unfortunately Raz tak boleh ikut bcoz busy with all the proposal and assignment. Insyaallah maybe lagi 2 weeks balik kut. Going to buy dslr.Yea.........

Ash told me to move on. Memang i want too but cant you guys imagine. Every single day Raz nampak muka dia. I love dia so much but why la dia do to me mcam ni.

Whatever la.........

Nanti later kalau ada pape interesting i will be back for it k

xoxoxox