Rasa

What do we know about rasa? Taste? Feeling? Heart? or Love? It's not easy when it comes to a part where we need to think and make a choice. What kind of choices do we have? Sometimes there is no choice in life that we can choose. The road and our path of life have been written since the day we were born. We cry whenever we want to.

Tapi kadang - kadang kita tend to feel that we in love with someone. Is it love, lust or just a sweet crsuh? Entahla kan. Susah and it is really subjective. Kadang - kadang kita yakin that person is meant to be with us but we need to look at the mirror which show you the reality of life and how it works.

Semua orang boleh rasa apa yang diaorang nak rasa. For me rasa paling indah bila kita jumpa orang yang kita sayang tapi at the end we have to let the person we care so much go. There's not even near to getting into a relationship but we know that person is the one we fall for. No matter what happened in life before we need to keep looking forward for our own benefit and future. Trust me, the only way to get what you want in life is by letting all your past behind.

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“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

Counting days

I wish i could tell you before i'm going back to PENANG :)

Another letter from above

Dah lama agaknye Raz tak update blog. Life yang agak busy di UiTM semester ni sangat tough untuk Raz. Ditinggalkan oleh old groupmates tapi Alhamdullilah Raz sentiasa bangun from any kejatuhan. Dalam kehidupan yang busy, Raz ditakdirkan untuk bertemu dengan seseorang yang tiba-tiba datang into my life. Dia sangat baik. Love family dia. Sangat dedicated to kerja dia. Its really good to meet that kind of person. We have texted and knowing each other very well. I love being around that person. Kadang- kadang bila penat seharian dan ada orang yang akan buat kita cheer up with all jokes dari dia, made my day brighter. Sulit sekali aku nak jelaskan perasaan aku. Itu semua terlalu indah untuk aku kenang. Persahabatan yang aku rasakan akan wujud tapi sampai tiba saatnya kita semakin jauh. Aku gembira melihat kau dapat menyiapkan apa yang kau mahukan. Segala apa yang aku lakukan ikhlas, tak pernah sekali aku rasakan apa yang aku lakukan demi sesuatu. Aku bohong jika aku katakan aku tidak pernah menyanyangi kau. Kehidupan peribadi aku tak seindah yang orang sangkakan. Aku tahu memang tidak ada waktu lagi untuk persahabatan ini. Siapa yang nak disalahkan? Orang sekelililng? Akhirnya aku menyedari aku memang tidak mahu kehilangan dirimu. Somehow saat perpisahan akan tiba. Pada suatu ketika kau akan pergi seperti mana aku pernah merasakan kehilangan. Aku tidak mahu ada kata perpisahan antara kita. Aku mahu kau bahagia. Find someone that will love you. I know your friends will give that to you. I've known them and i know there are such great people. Good luck............... every semester will give me a memorable memories to carry with my life.